hello ppl:)

i know its been realy really really long since i last posted. really long. haha.. the thing's that.. i've been trying to write stuff here a few times. but everytime i start, i just didn't know how to continue. heh. in fact, i feel exactly like that these days. getting really really really confused. a few days ago, i spoke to some awesome people, and they kinda all told me the same thing. am i really wasting my time? maybe it really isn't worth it at all. problem's that everytime i try to give it up, i manage to. for a few days. then it all returns. maybe i should get knocked down by some taxi or something. then i'll fall into coma.. and maybe when i come to, i'll forget everything! yay! hahaha..

anyway, many many things happened during my absence from this blog. nothing major. but yea. it did affect me in a way. haha. maybe its just me and my emotional self. LOL. cry for 2 seconds, then burst into laughter cos it was so embarrassing crying at the back of the class with a table of 4 guys looking on. and worse, i was tearing over something damn stupid.. then after laughing i cried again then laughed again.. LOL. super crazy la. but that day. yea. it was like black friday. so many things happened all at one shot. oh well. its over. at least i got to spend the evening with hazel genie and qiqi at starbucks. crapped alot but it was real fun:) then we met haoqing, joewei, zen and keewei downstairs. then the 3 girls left while i waited for joewei aka my going home partner cos he said he was going some 'soon'. turned out his 'soon' referred to 10.30. yea. in the end, my parents gave him a lift home. and oh yea. joewei sucks. somehow he found the messages in my phone damn interesting, then he passed the bug to the rest of the guys -.- so yea. i ended up spending half the time trying to snatch my phone back. in the end, while trying to wrestle my phone back from haoqing, my inbox got screwed-.- so yea. to date, it is still cannot be accessed. you suck balls.

hmm what else.. oh yea ndc performance! i'm glad lignum got second for the performance segment! yay! tied with solaris for first in that photography competition thingy and third for shooting! awesome! after that i went to raffles city to meet my mum and sis. then we walked to marina to shop while waiting for my dad. bought a miss selfridge skirt! yea. in the end the 3 of us got so hungry we decided to go for lunch first without my dad since it was a buffet lunch anyway. yea. then my dad sent us to orchard after lunch. did somemore shopping. bought a pair of shades and a super cute dress from forever 21. don't ask me why my mum was so nice to me. haha.. maybe she felt guilty for buying so many clothes for my sis while my wardrobe looked as empty as an oldman's scalp. ok eww quite gross. anyway. yea. what else did we do man. gahh i forgot.

OH YEA. I ALMOST FORGOT! BOYS OVER FLOWERS!!!!!!!!!! haha.. ok i know i'm damn lag but gahhh.. i didn't realise it was so awesome until zhanyu told me it was something like princess hours and i was in fact really crazy over goong last time. it was the first time i bawled over a drama ok. bawled not cried. HAHA. anyway, i think bof's more like romantic princess. yea the one by wuzun<3 heh. the actors in bof aren't too bad too. KIM BUM! omg his character in the show. its freaking impressive. cute and artistic guy. who can resist him. seriously. he's like this super good potter and he looks so hot working with his clay. then when he looks up and smiles at ga eul. woah i faint. hahaha.. i'm so jealous of kim soeun. i wanna play gaeul. don't give the role to her! in fact, i've been practising my korean. and i think its pretty good. to date, i've started saying 'hello' on my phone in korean. and i say thank you in korean. i say i love you in korean. and and.. i greet my hubby in korean! haha.. yabo(or however you spell that). seeing that i've been making such good progress, the producers should seriously consider casting me in their new IT STARTED WITH A KISS, KOREAN VERSION. haha.. according to jingyi, the korean tv company bought over copyrights for iswak! heh. i'm really looking forward to it! YESHHHH!

heh so yea. i should be mugging math. but here i am blogging in front of the tv, watching fated to love you. awesome. k then. i better go. tata.

chendol