people always say the older ones have it good. we get the most protection from our parents (since we're the first-borns), we have a much smaller likelihood of receiving hand-me-downs. and the most popular lament from younger siblings has got to be: we have the physical and emotional advantage over them to bully them as we like.

THAT'S CRAP. TOTAL CRAP. TO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY BEAR SUCH IMPRESSIONS OF THE OLDER ONES: DESIST. STOP THINKING SUCH UNTHINKABLE THOUGHTS. because it becomes a total vicious cycle of violence (yes violence) and you'll start becoming brutally mean to your older children (whom you think do nothing but bully the younger immature nubile baby of the family.

somehow, the precious babies always have this invisible halo gleaming above them screaming desperately for unnecessary protection from parents (esp the mums omg). and with the development of said halo comes the growth of invisible devil horns on me. and voila,whatever I say to defend myself amounts to nothing. zilch. because she is the vulnerable being,while I, the physically larger must have been the perpetrator.OHOH another point of attack against people like me: since I'm older, I'm supposed to have greater capacity to forgive, forget and give in to my sister. so in 'attacking' her, I have sinned. le sigh.

and this continues, with the little nincompoop becoming increasingly bold and used to the protection of her parents against the defenceless sister:( she starts setting her sibling up by twisting stories: whatever she does against me becomes what I have done to her, or by using the iphone video recorder to film certain footage that would seem unfavourable to me when it is shown during interventions by parents when potential conflicts surface in future. she's a scheming little imp i tell you omg. (in the mean time, she uses the possibility of such videos being present to blackmail me)

and yes, some of you may find this kinda familiar as it has happened EONS ago when you AND your siblings were KIDS. that's another problem about the Sister and I. our age gap's so huge that as she is going through the annoying 10-year-old period, i'm in the midst of a level preparations and thus cannot tolerate her shit (either because I'm too busy doing essay outlines, or that I'm too stressed and she becomes the outlet of whatever grievances I might just happen to have) so i guess its not really any of our fault.. but still.. SHE IS GOING OVERBOARD:(

anyway, to the younger siblings out there who just can't seem to understand why their older siblings are being 'mean' to them. think about it. how often have you put yourselves in the shoes of them? Even if you don't know what they're going through, please, just please have some decency to make yourself lesser of a hindrance. ok let me correct myself. it's not that you're not welcomed or anything. it's just.. as the baby of the family (or one of the younger ones), it's very common for a lot of you to be very much sheltered and pampered by everyone in the family. You can just leave your shit/mess around and people would automatically clean up after you. and somehow, you just become so irresponsible because you're in a way, so dependent on everyone around you. apart from being dependent, as the youngest in the family, most are used to having their way and essentially be elevated to becoming a princess. (to people who know me too well: no i'm not jealous because i don't get to be the princess here hahaha) but really you get to be demanding AND you want equal respect . nocandosville, sweet babydoll. (ok sorry failed attempt) because sooner or later, your older siblings will get tired of your dependent/demanding/bratty ways and eventually just treat you with lesser regard (plus you're the baby anyway. YOU'RE supposed to respect us. i mean we're gonna die earlier than you anyway-assuming we live the same number of years la. so shouldn't you at least be nice enough to treat us better for having to deal with your shit) hahaha ok sorry i know this paragraph has been an extremely sweeping one. my apologies. if however, you recognise yourself in this, yea go face the wall and reflect.

so here's a tip for the vulnerable younger siblings out there: maybe... learn to be more responsible and independent? so your older siblings will have little reason to pick on you and you'll probably gain greater respect like that? ok i don't know if i'm gonna offend like a lot of people with this post.. but nobody actually comes here right.. hehe..butbut it's true! oh man the space bar is faulty. i bet the Sister had something to do with this(it's her laptop anyway) lol ok this is ironic. i'm using her laptop to type a blog post bitching about her. aiyah whatever la.