sometimes, it just feels as if I did so much for nothing. Working 9 days in exchange for a 6 day long off doesn't seem as appealing as it did 2 weeks ago. fighting back all my emotions at work earlier on was tough. I probably overdid it. smiling the most when I should have been punching something somewhere else. chirping so sweetly 'A warm welcome! Good Evening' instead of cursing and swearing like I felt. Creating 2 wow stories for guests in a day instead of sharing my own story with someone to release some burden off my shoulders. Can't find myself anymore. I just feel.. sian.
anger, frustration, helplessness. I just felt so wronged. could not express anything because I didn't want anyone to ask why, nor did I want to share. have you ever considered my feelings? le sigh.
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