What is Wrong With My Philtrum

today was a rather uneventful day haha! woke up, read the papers, replied texts, realised the swelling has disappeared a bit (seriously what is wrong with my PHILTRUM. yea thats the official name of the area between your upper lip and your nose. it just doesn't get better permanently. and frankly speaking, I'm getting kinda worried. Like is it a disease or smth LOLOL! I hope not :/) so yea then I made lunch, did the laundr, packed my wardrobe, watched tv and facebooked.

actually don't know why I'm rotting at home when I have quite a lot to do in town. for example, fix my mother's shoes that I kinda spoilt. but I swear, its the shoe. not me. I mean I've only worn it once. and the ribbon on top falls off? what is this man. and the pair wasn't cheap k. like 30 plus bucks:( yea then I have to go to M1 and ask about using my iPhone in Switzerland. something about unlocking my simcard for international usage..? idk. hahaha sorry! i'm a tech noob. heh! because I don't think I can live without my iPhone there. used to be able to survive without a phone for a day. think a year ago when I was still a student in NJ. hahaha. but now, I practically live and breathe mobile facebook and stuff. hahaha!

so I began packing yesterday, took out most of my winter clothes. I think I kinda have enough casual clothing? hahaha! just need to get a new trench coat. actually, i wouldn't even mind using my existing one! just sew on the buttons and we're good to go! which reminds me, I NEED TO LEARN SEWING. if not i'm gonna die there omgz! have been relying on the Mother all my life to fix buttons and stuff. In fact, there are so many things I have to start learning to do by myself because my mum's not there for me anymore. for example, TRIMMING MY BANGS. hahaha I swear I'm damn fail at this. I tried once and gave up after 15 mins. I was barely even cutting any hair from my fringe because I was too afraid of disfiguring myself/giving myself a horrid haircut. so yea.. I might go grab the scissors and try it myself after this post. You know, when people asked me if I was nervous about going all the way to Switzerland and being all by myself, I used to tell them that I was in fact looking forward to flying off and that it was gonna be a good experience and blah blah blah. but now that I think about it, it's scary isn't it? leaving behind your past and the familiarity of it all to somewhere foreign. you start all over again. what if I screw up in the very beginning and it just goes downhill from there? what if I rub people the wrong way and I become the hated Asian bimbo from the start:/ and my peristerophobia. how am i going to overcome this. seriously. SO MANY BIG AND FAT PIGEONS IN SWITZERLAND:( i hope they have enough sense not to fly up to bluche. I mean, it's rather cold there right..  shoo you pigeons. go congregate at some place warmer. like sri lanka or smth! stay away from meeee!

so anyway, I found myself a room mate last night! Her name's ruby! I initially thought she was Lubee. I mean that's her fb name. So I wrote a request to the school to room with a certain 'Lubee' -.- man I'm gonna look like a retard when the school finally opens my email:/ It's like how Minh's talentime certificate was awarded to a certain 'Minh Sia' lolol! people rely too much on facebook eh..

replacement? should I? idk..