Don't piss me off

Lying in bed - sick. And without flu medicine. because I cleverly forgot to pack it omg. I have fever, cough and asthma medicine (that's my sis's) but no flu. wtf. plus the weather hasn't been kind to me. it's been horribly cold these few days with an epicly hot afternoon yesterday.

there's someone who's annoying the fuck outta me. You do not have what it takes to be a Casanova, so stop acting like one. 'But they're Asian' is not a good enough reason, you Asian. that's it. damage done. don't care if you were joking or not. you've been pissing my ass off these few weeks anyway. What's with more attention being given to the prettier girl. and you call us 'friends'. I was sick and shivering and you offered your sweater to someone who needs it less. but ok whatever, that's cause I didn't whine and complain. my bad. argh now you're making me sound like a petty bitch. :( you asshole. yea sorry. people who know me well enough know that I don't respond well to pretty girls, especially those named ________. lol. not that her name is _______. but aiyah that's not the point. there's a limit to this ok. don't wanna feel less important just because I don't look as good. omg this is damn ironic coming from me. but really! aiyah guys are always blind like that. only see the good side of these pretty  girls, and completely ignore their bad points that pile to the sky. ok shit. now I really sound like a raging jealous bitch.

and don't get me started on the dance. don't go around acting like a freaking know it all when you can't even do the dance properly and you act as if you know the dance at the back of your hands. some expert who doesn't even know when to come in to do your part. some expert who cannot even get the timing right. some expert who cannot even finish your steps. I don't mind you changing the steps to make it 'less gay', but really, do it properly after you've edited the steps la alamak. and when I teach, I know how to teach, don't tell me what to do. I slow down because everyone needs to learn the steps slowly right. what's the point of speeding up. even you can't do tutting properly. say so much for what. so yea, stop acting as if you know everything and just fucking listen to instructions. i know this better than you so you jolly well shut the fuck up. (sorry my ego level goes up by 5000% when it comes to something that I know I'm good at. and if you happened to cross the line, you'll just have to put up with the bitch in me. but please be assured that I'm a really nice girl normally and you can insult me like nobody's business when we talk about things I suck balls at)

so it's been a year since it took place. really learnt a lot from then. a lot has happened and somehow, I'm just glad everything happened. In life, you gain some, you lose some. All that matters is that it's all worth it all in all.