Nightmare

So I haven't posted in a really long while. It's just that many things have happened. good and bad. mostly bad. Things that the me in Switzerland would never have expected. But nevertheless, I feel glad to be home. with my family members and the people who genuinely love and cherish me.

Something horrible happened to me a few days ago. I never felt as insecure and unsafe as I did before. To make matters worse, my dad couldn't go to sleep that night while I was out. He told me he just felt as if something was not right and something was going to happen. So he stayed up waiting till I returned. eh seriously la. there's this super strong connection between my dad and I. must be hahaha. they call this 心有灵犀. anyway, I just lied that I quarrelled with some friends and ran home. and that was it. But somehow, I think my dad knew there was something more to it. Just that he didn't ask. I spent the night tossing and turning in bed. In fear, in frustration, in helplessness. Anyway, I'm just glad that the episode's over. Alissa's a gem really. for accompanying me through this. I really felt so much better and at ease when I could finally open up to her hehehe! love love.

And oh yea, I said I was supposed to blog about my birthday and epic journey home. haven't got around to doing it man. so sorry! hahah! may update tonight? maybe. hahaha!