The Truth

So I've more or less settled in school. Got my apartment and everything's really nice and cosy. My mum and sis are currently still with me up in the mountains, although I'll be going to Zurich with them tmr and they'll be flying back to Singapore the day after. It's also my mum's birthday tmr so I guess we'll be having a nice meal in Zurich and probably get a cake? That is if we find one there. One thing about Switzerland's that while it is one of the richest nations in the world, frankly, I don't really sense the wealth. Can't even find most things I need here:/

Sigh I really need some positivity back in my life. I've been frowning and upset for way too long but nothing seems to be coming. Ever since coming back, I found out the truth. Something that I would have never wanted to believe because I thought you were different. That was the only reason holding me back from shaming you explicitly and allowing others to bash you before me. But now that you've established yourself to be a cheater and that there was in fact another girl in the picture, I have lost ALL respect for you. You are not worthy of my love and of the one year I wasted on you. You are not worthy of ever being mentioned as a boyfriend of mine. I've been striving so hard to retain the good memories I've had of you. I've been psyching myself into believing that you're innately a nice guy and that you've had your reasons but no. I will not remember anything associated with you anymore because you're just like any other unreliable dick of a guy. I've never felt so much resentment and hatred for anybody else in this lifetime and I'll take it with me till I die. Never before have I felt so betrayed and taken for granted. You do not deserve anything more than the very worst.

For hiding the truth and keeping me down for 6 months. And for creating a false illusion that you're blameless. You're nothing but a two faced ogre I hope you live happily ever after with you, your lies, and the many innocent girls you deceive.