Emo Tan

Ok so school is starting tmr. Not for real yet though. We're just having orientation and then everything starts on Tuesday. So tmr I'll just have to go collect my books and attend a few briefings and voila. Taka wants to make chicken karaage tmr for dinner. So we'll probably drop by Coop to get some groceries after school before going home. Anyway, so today marks the last chill day we're gonna have in months and sigh idk if it was the weather but I was just feeling down the whole day, thus prompting Taka to name me Emo Tan for the day lol. I ranted about it on my Dayre. Basically I just didn't get to clean the house as planned and I was especially upset since this has been postponed since Friday and I have realised that I am somebody who doesn't like to leave things hanging and keep postponing tasks that I would rather get over and done with, especially if I have already mentally prepared myself to put aside time and effort to do it. So I guess this mentality doesn't just apply to food for me. Anyway, because I slept too late last night, woke up too early this morning and ended up taking an overly long nap after breakfast (I officially woke up at 5pm fml), I could not clean the house with Johan as agreed because he was heading for a run when I woke up. Then as I was preparing to do the cleaning by myself, Long came home with Patrick. So yea. More people at home, even more inconvenient to do cleaning.

So I was just really upset I couldn't check cleaning off my list and was just moping around in the room. Plus I was hungry since all I had was a yogurt for breakfast before I took my insanely long nap. So the frustrated and hungry me started rolling around on the bed and groaning (like an animal wtf) because I was just so mad at the circumstances. Sometimes I find myself very erm socially inept? Anyway Taka came in, tried to comfort me, told me he would help me with the cleaning and just as I started to feel better, HE FELL ASLEEP! whatisthis. So I spent the whole evening being disappointed at the world and attempted to vacuum and mop the second level by myself. Was still Emo Tan when Taka finally woke up lol. But I'm still really grateful he tried to cheer me up by offering to take me to Edo. And when I rejected, offered to take me to lunch at PP's. This is while I know that he's kinda supposed to keep to a budget now. Awwww so sweet right. Because he knows I'm a spoilt brat who likes to eat out (lol what kind of image am I projecting of myself). Anyway, of course I told him we should save these dining trips for special occasions because I really think he'll be broke if he were to take me out for expensive meals everytime I get upset with the world. Besides, why am I getting rewarded for being such a negatively charged soul hahaha. The evening got better after that. I made us dinner and we watched a few episodes of Modern Family heh.

So I should probably be hitting the sack soon but I'm not even sleepy since I woke up around 8 hours ago oh man. Shall go leave my towel in the bathroom, see what Taka is up to then maybe attempt to sleep.